its a Tuesday afternoon, Mommy kit brings Baby beldon to town and vivocity

didnt know taka has a nursery room, its spacious. best of all it provides hot water. this is the best part and i wish all nursery room has this.

in fact i hope all shopping center should have nursery room lorr... keke

Vivo city has nursery room too. but it doesnt provide hot water  then whats the point in having just a room there. more privacy only lor?

its a long day for Bel and me, and ofcus my assistant for the day Tina.

she pushed my pram, carry it up stairs and coax my baby while i was in the toilet suffering from bad tummy upset.

really bad one.. twice in the day.. omg.

jess came to vivo too, and got some sale tickets from us.

pictures time!

let's go home~! (opps baby struggling w pillow..)

tata!

this morning at 4am++ i dream of wenzi. for the second time.

in the dream, i was shocked, to see her. she know im surprised too. i dunno why but that is how it is in the dream.

she open her arms and looked at me as though saying ' hey come on gimme a hug la! '

and i hugged her..

i'm not sure hw the dream ended. but this is the part i rmb clearly.. that's all.

and i woke up suddenly.

just like that.. tears flow.. did she enter my dream cus she know i've been missing her too?

it was really suddenly that i dream of her. i didnt think too much on that day. so it isnt becus i think too much then i dream of her or what.

omg. i really can't get back to sleep then.

i know... that she knows i miss her...............

i still can't accept the fact that she's gone. that she's gone forever..

i miss the days when we always meet up.. in 2005.. 2006..

i know after i start working full time, we seldom meet as often.

but she have always been a dear friend in my heart.

i didn't know missing someone can be feeling damn terrible like this.

sighhh. how and when will this heartbreak ever stop?