Wednesday, 04 March 2009

• this morning at 4am++ i dream of wenzi. for the second time.

  in the dream, i was shocked, to see her. she know im surprised too. i dunno why but that is how it is in the dream.

  she open her arms and looked at me as though saying ' hey come on gimme a hug la! '

  and i hugged her..

  i'm not sure hw the dream ended. but this is the part i rmb clearly.. that's all.

  and i woke up suddenly.

  just like that.. tears flow.. did she enter my dream cus she know i've been missing her too?

  it was really suddenly that i dream of her. i didnt think too much on that day. so it isnt becus i think too much then i dream of her or what.

  omg. i really can't get back to sleep then.

  i know... that she knows i miss her...............

  i still can't accept the fact that she's gone. that she's gone forever..

  i miss the days when we always meet up.. in 2005.. 2006..

  i know after i start working full time, we seldom meet as often.

  but she have always been a dear friend in my heart.

  i didn't know missing someone can be feeling damn terrible like this.

  sighhh. how and when will this heartbreak ever stop?

  

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